I've been crying all day. Our hearts are broken watching Lili grieve. And yet life carries on. I went to pick up Kai from his playgroup today. The staff are trying to get the kids to come to the spring break day camp. It was being discussed while Kai finished up his hot chocolate before we left. He got all excited when he heard 'camp' and interrupted everyone to loudly announce he's going to Easter Island Camp. Haha. Love it. I interjected Easter Seal Camp. They were all happy for him. So, he didn't want to go but there has been enough hype about it that he's excited now. Then when I was telling Eric about Easter Island he told me Kai told his speech therapist the same thing earlier today.
Lili came out of her room long enough to say nothing feels right and I got some juice, advil, blueberries, yogurt and then some comforting breakfast for dinner in her before she escaped to her room again.
Tomorrow Jia is dancing in the music festival. Fei is trying to come. We're discussing details of the day. She is definitely nervous but honestly doing way better than I expected. Oh and it's pink shirt day tomorrow. We thankfully remembered and laid the boys shirts out already.
In other news, there was a power outage last night. We all pretty much just went to bed early. It came back on a couple times through the night which made our smart bulbs go nuts and flash. The wind was strong so the boys slept on their futon. Lili took a couch.
Eric started in the living room bed then moved up to the boys room. Jia was with me
, we went up when the wind died down. It was a long night. Hopefully we all get more sleep tonight.
