Yesterday was doctor appointments for both Eric and I. Clear fluids for me all day, so not even a lunch out. We went to the Langford Restore hoping for a dresser or sideboard and found this instead. Pink roses. Someone is speaking to me, pink roses keep showing up in my world even more than usual. Eric hasn't decided yet how he is hanging it in the closet/dressing room. What he needs is more projects ;)
Up bright and early to Royal Jubilee for the next procedure. Took our coats off to wait and found we were twinning.
I was told by the surgeon that he was looking at the lay of the land today. Then I was told by the previous surgeons staff that this was to clean up the cancer biopsy margins. So, I felt deceived and mistrusting. Fearful of more cutting. Huge dread for today. Then at the part where nurses do iv's and get me ready for surgery I was told no sedation today. I signed the release form for biopsies. So I was definitely a bit terrified being wheeled in.
Then, it turned out to actually be just a scope. No sedation. No needles. No cuts. No biopsies. I got to watch. I did keep my eyes closed for most of it. I did open them when a nurse exclaimed "Oh my gawd! Is that a fistula?!". So, I saw it. It looked pink and healthy and innocuous. Go figure. Such a troublesome little thing.
He was about 20 minutes looking around. It wasn't the worst. I'd rather not repeat it though. My bumble is very unhappy now.
We stopped at Costco for my comfort poutine. Then shopped for a little bit because we were there and I was feeling fine. We bought a Ninja blender, to chop up frozen fruit for the Ninja Creamy. We're invested in getting me sugar free icecream :)
Then while eating (standing up, stupid Costco) I was suddenly faint. Head swimming, hearing muffled, eyesight dark, knees wobbly. Poor Eric. He ran for our cart, came back to get me and hooked me on the cart. I trudged out slowly. Oh my. It was very sudden. We have zero idea what it was or why. I felt perfectly fine after sitting in the car for a few minutes. I didn't have my testing kit there. Sugars are fine here now.
The boys put away groceries. Luk helped me with pet chores. Eric shooed me up to bed. It's like getting put in time out. Eric has escaped to his garage. I can hear metal work tools.
Dr Dennie called this morning. The tumors in the uterus are benign. The labia tumor is endometrial again. We are still waiting for pap results. So that was all good news for today.
